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When my heart speak out


The only reason if I have a boyfriend right now is just because I want us to build our Future strength together. My existence is not to fulfill your lust, here we gonna do our best to brighten our future together, so none of us will just waiting the other to be success. I beg you to explore yourself, study hardest, trying your best, and I will do the same. If you fall, you don't need to worry cause here I am, as your mate will support you beyond my limit and pray for you so that God will be our ultimate Savior and of course failure isn't going to break down our bridge and you still be able to conquer anything.

I hate when someone try to limit my steps, bother my social activities, or even get mad and jealous only because I don't reply a text or pick a call. I do believe we should never be in an irrational and dysfunctional relationship.

If you're a type of guy who prefer  a beautiful woman, then there's nothing you can expect from me. I will grow old, disease sometimes cannot be denied. Me too will never ask you to be a lavish one, as long as you love me wholeheartedly, then no type of angel will brave enough to attract you cause I  already share my warm wings to you as a half of my soul. If you love me to the moon and back, I will loving you to the end of cyberspace and back.

Love is not only simply about holding hands, cuddle, travelling, flowers, 'oh my God he is mine', 'touch her I kill you', surprise, good morning text, drama, long talk on the phone, jealousy, how many anniversary gifts, overloaded cute quotes on instagram, so on and so furth. But it's also about prospects, together against stupidity, build emotional strength, learn not to be a judgemental person, grow up to be mature, try to understand people, respect others, and being an angelic couple who  sprinkle an endless warmth.

So please prepare ourselves to be a better person till the best time comes. When both of us are ready to have a long priceless  journey, physically and mentally ready to walk along the broken bridge and huge obstacles. Because at the end of the day, love will not as simple as teenager's romance.
-PS-

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